-if I only knew what I know about the mystery of life, how everything happens for a reason I would not accept that invitation from jack last month.
he was smiling to me when he passes me the envelope with the wedding invitation a said to me calmly-“I hope you don’t mind coming to our wedding iva it will mean a world to us, I mean me and merry, you know she loves you like sister and you can bring anybody”.
I realized here that he was referring to someone special in my life like a boyfriend or something but I didn’t have one not yet. its been a whole year since jack left me.
I have had a decent number of relationships mostly not serious ones and with unpredictable men like jack. it seems I have this thing for that sort of guys.
and unfortunately, they all broke my heart or put it with better words they left me for another woman. but this with jack was different I thought we were heading somewhere like I am the one for him, that actually he gets me he knows me very well and that he truly cares about me and my future. I was finally catching positive vibrations about this relationship and convincing myself that this is it and it is so real that I don’t want to end never.
but then mary came into the picture. we were friends for a while and yes she is amazing but I didn’t get the impression that she has a truly madly deeply character. on the surface, she was caring and sweet but inside she was very jealous of every woman who had a decent and normal relationship.
I am in love with jack, I used to be I think now I don’t know what I am feeling. maybe I am angry maybe I would like sweet little revenge and see him begging on his knees for taking him back but that was only my imagination. I lost him and mery won.
they are such a boring couple I was hoping that mary soon will find out that he has no money by guessing that that attracted her into him in the first place. but never mind he will survive bloody mary demands to satisfy her fancy style.
I even beat my kitchen phobia for this guy I learn how to cook from scratch and you must say if that isn’t love then what is?